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October 13th 2004

Sorry for not posting any comics recently. I've been rather busy and absent lately (music for HQS, watching anime, playing Final Fantasy 11). Also, I didn't really have any real ideas for the comic. Though today I've planned the next 30 comics and I'll begin to update on a regular schedule tomorrow.

Sorry again to the 20 people who care about it. ^^

Speaking of HQS, I've had a creativity flash a few days ago which boosted my motivation and idea inventory by 300%. I now know exactly what to do. I should be starting with it soon. The soundtrack for HQS is also doing very well.

As for the I'm A Dragon game (PHQ related), I'm still figuring out the basic game code, trying to improve it here and there and adding new content. It'll take a while until it's completed. But I can't wait to play it with you all!

Have a nice day and stay dead.

October 08th 2004

Very special thanks to H4ndy! He just sent me my first donation I've ever received. Thank you, thank you, thank you! I'm drowning in motivation. (:

September 27th 2004

Thanks scip1o! That's the spirit.

September 06th 2004

Click here if you're bored.

August 22nd 2004

No, I can't.

I've changed so much in the last year that I can just sit here and pity myself. I'm sad. I don't know what exactly happened to me. I read through the very, very old archive of the old farm page (not accessible for you, unfortunately) and ... I don't know. I've been so different. It frightens me. I'm scared. I can't even tell if I've been better or worse than what I am now. All I know is that today about 100-1000 people appreciate my work. And that's the difference, I guess. I'm not famous. But people telling you that your mod rules, your style is beautiful, your music sounds good and that you're talented are kinda ... irritating. Once I told an old friend of mine that I can't cope with compliments. I can't stand them. And though I depend on them. Every human does. It's irritating and frightening.

I don't know what to say or what to wish. I just want to be the one I was 1 or 2 years ago. Someone who was working on Halfquake Amen, with a goal in his eyes and later with a goal achieved. The person I'm now is just messing around, experimenting, trying to find something new, but everything the person does is worse than the goal he has already achieved. I had the talent to create this goal. It was an instant goal, gone after it has been used. I can't achieve it again.

Can I?




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