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February 01st 2005

The first version of "I'm A Dragon" got released yesterday. I feel that I really need to go back to HQS and the HQA Comics soon, but I need to add some more stuff to IAD.

Maybe I'll take a short break from IAD (1 or 2 weeks) and continue with the HQA Comics...

Or maybe I should just delete everything and get a life.


Sometimes I just wonder why I do all this stuff. Sometimes I just see no reason behind it, it just leads me nowhere. People are telling me that I can probably use all that stuff for job applications, but I think this stuff here is too weird for every "normal" person out there and - I'm just sick of it. I want to be in a world without having to sell my soul in order to get money to be able to buy food. Why do we have to get up when our boss yells at us? Why can't we just say, "Do it yourself." Why do we have to obey others, be the slaves of others only because we get a monthly paycheck? I want to do what I want to do and get money for it. No, I don't want money, I want to be free. I just want to do what I like and I don't want to starve. But I guess that's just not possible, that's only an illusion. We're wasting all our time here. Why are we still alive anyway? I hope someone presses the famous red button and all our problems would dissolve and rain down from the sky in the form of gray ash. I wish I could do that. Sometimes I really do.

January 07th 2005

Awesome news. We got a new remix of HQA sounds by Nameless. Check it out!

More, more, MORE!!

January 01st 2005

It happened again. Another number got increased by a small and yet huge number 1. While others were celebrating something they don't even know why they actually waste their time on it (yeaaaah we can count 2004 + 1, it only happens once in my life! woohoo) I sat in front of a monitor and worked on IAD. Sometimes I wonder who the weird person is, me or them. This year I definitely thought it was me. But on the other hand, being outside, wasting money on fireworks and alcohol, drinking so much that you don't even know what year it is -
I guess I'm quite normal..

Shocking. When you think about it that I've announced the beginning of HQS almost a year ago and IAD is almost half a year old already..

As I grow older, time passes faster and faster. I'm holding my hands against it, trying to slow it down but it runs through my fingers with a grinning, evil face.

This year will be a pain. After June 1st 2005 my spare time will be cut to 1/6 of what I have now, my income will be only 1/10 of what I earn now. Maybe that's why I prefer creating rather than celebrating..

I'd like to release something really soon. Either the next few comics or a playable version of IAD. I guess the next few days are free to be spent on IAD, but I'm not making myself any promises. I'm still on "vacation", but I've got a computer here and internet access, my GBA and my PS2. This turns out to be actually quite an enjoyable holiday..

I'd like to add that I got a wooden flute and a small xylophone (which was basically used for children). I really like to experiment with both and I expect me to use them for the upcoming HQS songs.

Guess I'll spend some time on creative stuff. Stay dead.

December 22nd 2004

I'm working on HQS. There's no time for HQA Comics, no time for IAD nor any other PHQ updates. It's HQS time. (<

December 16th 2004

Thanks to Blade Ronetz (9mmsolution) for donating! Thank you so much. (:




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